On Monday, April 17, I was diagnosed with lupus.
I know I said I wanted answers but maybe there was confusion. Did I really ask a question where the proper answer is “lupus”? 727 kata lagi
I’m not entirely sure how I got here. I’ve been thinking about doing this for some time. Maybe the large glass of wine helped.
I guess I get fed-up seeing memes and so called ‘motivational pictures’, normally with a phrase designed to inspire you to get off the sofa, turn off Netflix, and stop feeling sorry for yourself, on top of a picture of a sunset. 441 kata lagi
Sometimes I want to have a pity party for me because this damn lupus sneaks up out of nowhere….then I just say self suck it up buttercup this will pass just ride it out…Then my mind tries to mess with me and tell me you can’t handle that pain or you might want to just give up because the pain will only get worse before it gets better…..At that point my faith kicks in and I remember a week prior when it was difficult to walk, hard to breathe and I was just plain miserable….When everything including the third grey hair in my widows peak was throbbing…. 497 kata lagi